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Niagra Falls =S

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Jun 21, 2007

wow.... well it's 6:15 a.m. and i'm bored as hell i have to get ready in about 5 minutes cuz i have to be at school for 7:55 a.m. so we can leave for Niagra Falls at 8:00,.....I USUALLY GET UP AT 8:00, although my insomnia is getting worse, i'm now drugged up with tylenol because of the pain in my arm i think i tore or fractured sumtin in it cuz it hurts like crazy when i move it which is why i'm currently typing one handed. And Then Tomorrow is the talent show at my school which is usually about 3 hours of insane boredom, God only knows what shit happens when the grade eights get bored, i'm still confused about my love life i don't know which way to go Two Boys, Two Damn Boys that i really like and i hate it.........Being A Girl Sucks Donkey Penis *frowns*.

well know that i have gotten all my useless crap out there i think its about time i got ready.

ttyl peoples

Luvs Steffany

Love Hope And A Nickel Part.2

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Jun 17, 2007

Don't blow bubbles in fruit punch IT DOSEN'T WORK.

 

 

Steffy’s POV

 

“Okay” Ryan smiled; he sat down next to me

 “So how old are you”? Ryan questioned. I laughed “I’m sixteen” I sighed rolling over to look at him instead of the back of the couch. Andy walked up behind us

 “Steff shouldn’t you be picking up Bevin”? He asked. I looked at my watch “oh shit” I grunted, “I’ll be back in ten minutes” I shouted as I ran out the door.

 I ran down the street and towards little tots day care center, I swung the door open to see Bevin and some other kids playing with blocks, she looked up at me “Mommy” she squealed as she stood up and waddled to me,

 “hey cutie” I smiled as I picked her up and kissed her on the head, “oh, ms. Pilon you’re a little late” this lady named carina ignorantly smiled, “yeah whatever” I mumbled as I walked out with my daughter, “So did you have a fun day at day care” I cooed, she giggled and laid her head on my shoulder, “You wanna go see uncle Andy”? I asked her, she gasped and clapped her hands as I walked up to his house and opened the door.

 

Ryan’s POV

 

Steff walked in holding a little girl in her arms, she was very tiny and was wearing a small black hoodie with fall out boy printed all over it,

 Steff put her down and the little girl ran over to me and stared up, “Who you” she stammered, “That’s Ryan, baby girl” Steff grunted, “is..is she yours”? I questioned,

 “Yeah, she’s my little girl” Steff smiled, “so I take it this is Bevin” I said looking down at her.

 Bevin ran over to Pete “Hemmy” she mumbled, “no Hemmy today sweetie” Pete laughed, “ME WANT HEMMYWAY” she shrieked, “fine I’ll go get him” Pete grinned, Pete walked over and opened the back door, Hemmingway sat at the door until he heard Bevin call him, he darted across the room, and then flopped down on her lap, “how old is she”? I asked Steff,

 “She’s 1 and a half” Steff smiled as she sat down on the couch next to me, “soo…. Is the father involved”? I asked biting my lip, “Pssh that low life is out of the picture” she muttered. Bevin pulled herself out from underneath Hemmingway and walked up to me, “You daddy”? she gurgled, “no” I laughed, she crawled up onto my lap and pulled herself up she started to jump on the couch screaming “Daddy, Daddy” as she grabbed my thumb and shook my hand,

 Steff grabbed her and rocked Bevin in her arms, “calm down Bevy” Steff yawned “I think it’s time for you to go to bed” Steff voiced as she stood up and walked upstairs with me and Hemmingway in tow, we walked down to the end of the hall and Steff opened a door that said Bevy’s room, we walked in and Steff placed Bevin in her in a navy blue cradle, Hemmingway lay under the cradle and drifted off to sleep, “good night darling” Steff said as she turned out the lights.

We walked out, I grabbed Steff’s hand and she looked me in the eyes, “come with me” I smiled as I led her into my guestroom.

 

Steffy’s POV

 

Ryan led me into his guestroom and lay down as he pulled me on top of him,

 he brought his head up and kissed me, he put one hand on the back of my neck and his other hand slid slowly up my shirt,

 “Dude we’re not even famous yet and your already getting pussy” Brendon smiled as he peeked through the door, “GET THE FUCK OUT” Ryan yelled as he whipped a pillow at the door,

 I laughed and sat up “you’re friend is very spastic” I smiled, “Yeah just a little” Ryan laughed, I pulled Ryan’s shirt off and kissed from his chest down to his waist line, he breathed deeply and hooked his finger under my chin and pulled me closer he kissed me sticking his tongue into my mouth, we kissed for a while then I pulled away

 “I don’t think we should go to far tonight, I mean I only just met you today” I said softly, I grabbed his hand and lay my head on his chest, “Steff”? “Yeah Ryan” I answered, “i…I Love You” he said happily.

 I smiled “I love you too” I whispered.

 

Firm Up *joke*

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Jun 15, 2007
One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his wife, pinched her on the butt, and said, "If you firmed this up, we could get rid of your control top pantyhose." While this offended her, she kept silent.

The next morning, the man woke his wife with a pinch on each of her breasts and said, "You know, if you firmed these up, we could get rid of your bra." This, she decided, was beyond a silent response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by his penis.

With a death grip in place, she said, "You know, if you firmed this up, we could get rid of the gardener, the postman, the pool man, and your brother."

moose hunting *joke*

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Jun 15, 2007
Tom & Mal went moose hunting every winter without success.

Finally, they came up with a foolproof plan. They got a very authentic female moose costume and learned the mating call of a female moose. The plan was to hide in the costume, lure the bull, then come out of the costume and shoot the bull.
They set themselves up on the edge of a clearing, donned their costume,moved into their tent and began to give the moose love call.
Before long, their call was answered as a bull came crashing out of the forest and into the clearing.
When the bull was close enough, Tom said, "Okay, lets get out and get him."

After a moment that seemed like an eternity, Mal shouted, "The zipper is stuck! What are we going to do!?"

Tom says, "Well, I'm going to start nibbling grass, but you'd better brace yourself."

Love Hope And A Nickel Part.1 (very short)

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Jun 14, 2007

Steffy’s POV

 

I leaned out the window as I heard a car door slam, “Shit” I sighed, I crawled underneath my bed. I waited a couple minutes until I heard my dad shout my name “Steff, where are you ya dumb fuck” he cursed, I held my breath as he walked into my room, he mumbled something incoherently and slammed my door as he walked out, I crawled out quickly and ran to the closet I grabbed my bag that I had packed and opened my window.

 I jumped out and walked down the slanted roof, this was the fifth time I was running away. I jumped off the roof and onto the grass in the front yard I started to run, I darted down streets and walked up the front path to Nathan’s house, I had been going out with Nathan for two years and our relationship was in a knot, I looked at the door which was partially open, I crept in and looked around i heard noises in the living room, I paced into the living room to find Nathan and some girl making out,

 “Who the fuck are you”? I yelled, Nathan turned his head and stared at me, he stood up and got in my face “You were boring you ugly whore” he hissed at me as he swung his fist out and punched me in the face I fell to the ground as blood dripped from my mouth, I stumbled up and looked at him in the eyes. I turned and trudged out of his house.

I walked for two hours down alleys and streets until I reached my brother’s house, Andy was my cousin but I usually think of him as a brother, I rang the door bell and waited for him to answer, he opened the door and looked surprised as I stood there,

 “holy shit what happened, was it that Nathan guy again” he asked sounding angry, “yeah just leave him alone, he’s not worth the time” I muttered, “can I come in or are you busy”? I questioned, “the guys are over and a couple of new guys that Pete thought were interesting but your welcome to stay here if you want” he smiled, I yawned and walked in “ I haven’t slept in like seven days, you know how my dad is when he’s drunk” I mumbled, I staggered down to the basement where the guys always hang out, “Hey Steff” Patrick shouted, Andy followed behind me with a wet cloth

 “Wipe off your face” he said as we sat down, “so this is Brendon, Ryan, Spencer and Jon. You know the rest of the guys” Andy grunted. Ryan was the one who caught my eye he was gorgeous, he had brown hair, brown eyes and a very beautiful smile.

 He smiled and looked at me for a couple of seconds then looked away; my heart was racing it felt like it was going to explode. I got up and glanced at Andy “I’m gonna crash on the couch call me if you need me” I yawned, I stumbled up the stairs and threw myself onto the couch I heard footsteps but didn’t look back, “why are you wearing a sweater it’s like 80 degrees outside” I heard a voice say, I looked up and saw ran standing over me,

 “Oh.. Uh…I’d rather not talk about it” I sighed.

Kiss me Kill me pt.2

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 May 28, 2007

Steffy’s POV

 

I woke up slowly and looked at the clock 12:15 a.m., I rolled over and closed my eyes everything was quite but all of a sudden there was a burst of loud screams and cheering, “GOD DAMN GIRLS” I hissed and buried my head under the pillow, “have a nice nap”? Ryan asked as he walked into the room, I moaned angrily, “what’s wrong”? he questioned, “Girls…Ughhh” I shuddered, “Um you’re a girl hun” he laughed, “yes but not that type of girl” I muttered, I got out of bed and slipped my jeans on, we walked outside, the screaming was loud like ear piercing loud,

 Ryan held my hand and led me to the front of the line were Brendon, Jon, and Spencer sat signing autographs, Zach stood off to the side and watched the deranged fans, Ryan sat down and I sat on his lap, Ryan gently kissed me on the neck and couple of girls gave me dirty looks, Ryan laughed “you’ll get use to that” he said, “When are you guys done the signing shit”? I voiced, “in like five minutes” Brendon answered, “okay then I’ll wait in the bus” I coughed, “okay” Ryan smiled, he gave me a kiss as I stood up, I walked past a couple of girls, “Stay Away From Ryan” she hissed,

 I couldn’t help myself, I spun around and laughed, “You need therapy” I blinked, “Whatever Just Stay Away From Him” she replied, “yeah….I’ll make sure I do that” I grinned, I started to walk away but she grabbed my arm, “okay that’s it” I muttered, I turned around to punch her in the face but Ryan grabbed my hand,

“Your lucky Bitch” I spat at her. Ryan kissed me softly and the girl yelled something at me as we walked back to the bus,

“your signing isn’t over yet, go back” I said, “it doesn’t matter” Ryan laughed, “I’m going to bed” I muttered, “Your going to bed but your not gonna sleep” Ryan teased, “oh really” I said as I walked into the bunk room.

I took my damp jeans off and laid down, Ryan laid down but propped himself up with his arm, I rolled over onto my stomach and Ryan placed his hand on my back, he slowly moved his hand up and unclipped my bra,

 “well some ones in a rush” I giggled, the lights weren’t on but I could tell he already had his shirt off, he undid the buttons on my shirt, I took it off and threw it on the floor, I slipped my bra off and Ryan pressed himself against me, the warmth between us was comforting, everything was quite until Jon ran into the room, “Shit Steff I couldn’t believe you almost punched out that gi….rl, did I come at a bad time” he said, “Dude, Get Out” Ryan shouted as he ran at Jon,

 Ryan slammed the door and looked at me for a minute.

“I have an idea” Ryan smirked, “and that is”? I asked, “go out there and flirt with Jon” he laughed,

 “WHAT, Are You Dumb” I whispered, “c’mon it’ll be fun” he smiled, “ugh, Fine” I sighed. I walked out “Jon” I said softly, he turned around and his eyes nearly popped out of his head, I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him, “I want you” I whispered in his ear “What about Ryan” he stammered “What about him” I said as I kissed his neck, I grabbed Jon’s hand and brought him to the couch I pushed him down and sat on his lap, I pulled his shirt off and pressed my body against him, “Oh dear god” Jon gasped, I sat there for a minute, “Oh Shit” Jon breathed,

 “DUDE” I screamed I jumped off him, I stared at Jon who was smiling, “THAT’S JUST FUCKED IN THE FUCKIN HEAD” I screamed, Ryan walked out laughing “What happened”? he questioned, “AH” I squeaked as I pointed to Jon, “DUDE” Ryan muttered, “What do you want me to say, I’M SORRY YOUR GIRLFRIEND MADE ME “HAPPY” ” he shouted back, Brendon and Spencer walked in, “What’s AHHH DUDE” Brendon shouted, “BOOBIES” Brendon yelled, I giggled and walked over to Brendon, “Why is everyone like OH MY GOD BOOBS it’s not like ya haven’t seen tits before” I joked, I looked up at Brendon who wasn’t even looking me in the eyes anymore, I turned and walked back to the bunk room I crawled onto the bed and sighed, Ryan walked in and sat down beside me,

 “well that was fun” Ryan said sarcastically, I shot him a SHUT THE FUCK UP look, “There’s one thing I didn’t tell you” he muttered, “What Now” I huffed, “the two top bunks don’t have mattresses so Jon’s gonna have to sleep with us tonight” he said trying hard not to laugh, “Oh How Happy” I breathed, “But they won’t be going to bed for a while” Ryan smiled as he kissed me.

 

Brendon’s POV

 

I was getting tired so I got up and walked towards the bunk room, I heard laughing and some other noises but didn’t think anything of it. I opened the door, “Ah okay now I’m interrupting something” I shouted,  Steffany and Ryan were doing god knows what but I could clearly see that Ryan was fully naked, “You know what I really don’t care, I’m going to bed” I yawned, I crawled onto the empty bed and closed my eyes, Ryan moaned and Steff giggled, I heard Ryan whisper something to Steff and then they kissed,

 “Could you guys maybe…uh…I don’t know….SHUT THE FUCK UP” I screamed, “it’s a little hard to be silent at this point Brendon” Ryan answered back, “Ughh..” I groaned.

Spencer walked in and laid down next to me, “fuck, there gonna keep us up aren’t they” Spencer grunted, I looked over and steff was laying down next to Ryan with his arms wrapped tightly around her.

I could tell Ryan loved her, he hadn’t told anyone but I could see it by the way he looks at her, Jon came running in and jumped into bed next to Steff, we heard a loud smack,

“Ouch”!! Jon yelped, “You Ever Try To Touch Me There Again And I’ll Rip Your Dick Off And Shove It Up Your Ass”!!! steff screamed. There was silence for once in the day, before I knew it we were all sleeping.

 

  ~~~Later On~~~~

 

I woke up and looked around, I stood up and walked to the mini fridge to get a beer, I opened the can knowing that there’d be a fizzing sound, I held my breath to see if it woke anyone up, I looked over at Jon who was now spooning steff, “I really hope he’s not doing that when steff wakes up” I thought to myself,

 Jon turned his head and smiled at me, “Dude your fucking insane” I whispered, “This coming from a guy who ISN’T spooning a naked girl” Jon grinned, it was quite for a second then all of a sudden “FUCK” Jon screamed, I flicked on the lights to see steff sitting up with her hand in Jon’s boxers, “I TOLD YOU, TOUCH ME THERE ONE MORE TIME AND YOUR GETTING FUCKED BY YOURSELF” she yelled, “NAILS NAILS, WATCH THE NAILS” Jon cried,

 steff pulled her hand out of his boxers and laid down, I drank back the beer and threw the can on the floor,  I jumped into bed and pulled the covers over my head, “it’s gonna be a looooong day tomorrow” I whispered. I shut my eyes and slowly fell asleep.

Kiss me kill me PART.1

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 May 25, 2007

well this is my new fanfic, i'm tired as hell and i'm feelin like one cranky b!tch.......

ENJOY!!!!

 

Steffany’s POV

 

I sat at the back of the gym behind the curtains of the stage smoking a joint “Typical Friday” I muttered under my breath, I looked at my watch, it was only twelve thirty, I picked up my jack skellington bag and headed towards the backdoors. I opened the door it was raining like crazy outside I pulled my hood over my head and walked to the parking lot were there was a small dark alley were I usually slept, I saw four guys standing by a large bus with the words PANIC! AT THE DISCO painted all over it, the name looked familiar but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, they started to walk towards me, “Oh great” I sighed, “Uh…. Hey do you know how to get to Ricoh”? one of  them asked, he was tall, lanky and had black hair, he had a soft voice.

 “sorry I have no idea, but if you go down the street a couple of blocks there’s some sorta place that hands out maps and shit” I said trying not to make eye contact, “Thanks kid, shouldn’t you be heading home there’s gonna be a big storm” the guy smiled, “I am home” I frowned. They all looked at each other “how old are you”? another one asked, he was tall, also lanky and had brown hair that cut out in front of his face, “I’m eighteen” I said looking at them. “Why don’t you come with us” they offered, “What’s the catch”? I questioned, “What do you mean “catch” ”? they laughed, “Every time a guy invites me to his house there’s always a catch, there’s always some sort of favor that they make me do for them or to them” I sighed, “There’s no catch” the brown haired boy smiled, I looked down at the ground for a minute “okay” I smiled as I followed them to the bus, we walked in and I looked around “Holy shit, this place is a lot better than some of the hotels guys have brought me to.

They all looked at each other “Are You like a prostitute or something”? one of them asked, “JON”!! they all yelled,

“Ah…It’s okay, I guess you can say I’m a prostitute, I have done “things” for money but only when I really need to, after a week without food I’m sure you guys would do the same” I smiled, “A week, I can’t go an hour without food” Jon joked. There was an awkward silence, “So what’s your name”? the brown haired boy asked, “Oh I’m steffany but just call me steffy” I answered, “Well I’m Ryan” he replied, “I’m Brendon” the black haired boy grinned, “And your Jon” I laughed he looked up at me and smiled, I looked over at the guy sitting on the couch, “and who are you”? I asked as I sat down next to him, “I’m Spencer” he said sounding a little angry, “Can I see you smile” I teased, he smiled quickly, “Ugh you smell like weed” Spencer gagged,

“Uh.. yeah want some”? I laughed, “I do” Ryan shouted, I jumped up and grabbed my bag off the ground, I pulled a joint out of one of the pockets, “Puff puff pass” he smiled, I smiled back at him and handed him the lighter, this guy walked into the bus with burger king, “Whose she”? he questioned, “Steffany” they all said without looking at him, “Whatever” he grunted, “Uh.. whose that”? I asked, “Oh that’s just Zach” Brendon yawned, “Who”? I laughed, “Our body guard” Ryan coughed as he passed me the joint, the bus started to move. After a couple more drags I was done, “Do you guys mind if I crash here tonight”? I asked, “Go ahead” Ryan stammered as he jumped up and grabbed my hand, “Ryan we have a show in two hours” Brendon yelled, “So come get me later” he yelled back. He led me into the bunk room, “What did Brendon mean when he said “Show” ”? I questioned, “Were a band…. You didn’t know that”? he said looking puzzled, “Um I think I’ve heard of you guys but I’m not to sure” I smiled, “then why are you hanging out with us”?, “because you’re the only ones who’ve said anything nice to me in two years” I replied, “So where am I sleeping”? I asked, “You can sleep in my bunk” he mumbled as he placed his hand on my shoulder, “Your drenched, I’ll get you some dry clothes” he muttered, Ryan flipped through some drawers and picked out a baggy old fashioned pirate styled shirt, I slipped out of my wet jeans and threw my shirt on the ground, I looked over at Ryan who was now scanning me head to toe, I glanced down at what I was wearing, baby blue booty shorts and a black laced bra, “can you pass me the shirt”? I stammered, “Oh…yeah sorry” he laughed, I put the shirt on and lay down, Ryan lay down next to me, “So how old are you”? I asked, “I’m twenty” he said, he rolled over and looked into my eyes, “So do you have a boyfriend”? he questioned, “No” I whispered,

 “so I guess you wouldn’t mind if I did this” he breathed as he leaned in and kissed me sliding his tongue into my mouth and sticking his hand up my shirt, that’s when Brendon walked in “Whoa…uh… am I interrupting something” he laughed,

“No” I giggled, “We have to pick out our outfits for the show” Brendon voiced, “Okay one sec” Ryan shouted, he kissed me and walked out of the room, I unclipped the first three buttons and walked out, I sat down on the couch and looked over at Jon who was standing in the corner of the bus,

“Holy Fuck” he gawked, he walked over and sat down on the other side of me, he put his hand on my thigh, Ryan walked up behind us and without looking up he smacked Jon in the back of the head, “See see no touch” Ryan yelled.

“Well I’m gonna try to go to sleep” I yawned,

“Goodnight Hun” Ryan smiled softly, “goodnight” I smiled back, I walked into the bunk room and threw myself onto the bed, I felt wonderful for once in my life I actually felt loved.

I closed my eyes and thought of Ryan as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

Its all a game of this or that part.20 [[LAST CHAPTER]]

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 May 21, 2007

very short but oh well.

 

 

 

Steffy’s POV

 

I woke up and slowly looked around; I moaned and looked down at my arms “Why the fuck am I still here”? I cried,

 Ryan walked into the room, “Why am I in a hospital”? I shouted, “Because you tried to kill yourself”!! he yelled,

 I started to cry harder, “It’s okay” Ryan sighed, “Listen, the doctor told me something…something you might not want to hear”,

 “Oh…ah, What”? I asked “well the doctor told me your pregnant” he said, I cried, I didn’t know what to say “I’m sorry”

 I sniffled, “it’s not your fault” he said as he hugged me,

“I just want to go home” I muttered, just then the doctor walked in, “I Want To Go Home” I said clearly, “well I’m sorry steffany but you can’t leave” he replied, “Look, I’ve slit my wrists before I’m fine” I got up and walked out of the hospital room, Ryan followed behind me, the doctor started to yell at me I walked out into the parking lot and started to run,

 I looked back, Ryan was darting after me, I ran down towards the woods and headed for the ravine, I was so close I was now by the edge of the water, Ryan grabbed me and held tightly,

We dropped to the ground and Ryan started to rock back and forth, he pulled out his cell and called Brendon I couldn’t tell what he was saying but within fifteen minutes Ryan was helping me into Brendon’s car, I blacked out I could hear a voice but I didn’t know whose voice it was. We were passing a bridge so Brendon drove slowly an Idea popped into my head, I unclipped my seat belt and quickly opened the door and jumped out, I felt myself hit the ground but I got up and ran towards the bridge, I heard Brendon slam on the breaks as the car squealed to a halt, Ryan and Brendon jumped out of the car and ran after me, I climbed the railing and stood on the edge of the bridge.

 

Ryan’s POV

 

Steffany stood on the edge of the bridge, she slowly looked back at me, “Steff please don’t jump I love you” I shouted, I put my hand out for her to grab but there was a sudden gust of wind she started to fall “I Love You” she said calmly as she disappeared.

 

Steffy’s POV

 

I felt myself falling, I saw the ground coming closer, I looked up and saw Ryan falling behind me he grabbed my hand as we fell to our death, I felt my body smash into the ground and everything went black everything was now over.

 

Brendon’s POV

 

I saw Steff jump and Ryan jump after her, I ran and looked over the bridge, I ran down the hill towards the water and saw Ryan and steffany lying there broken and bloody they had missed the grass and landed on the pavement Ryan had his arm over steffany and I could clearly see that they were both dead but something inside me told me that the were happy now and that everything was going to be okay.

 

Its all a game of this or that pt.19

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 May 05, 2007

Steffy’s POV

 

I got flashbacks of the way Jon touched me, I remember seeing the anger in his eyes, I remember his nails digging into my flesh, I also remember being knocked out yet I remember what he did as I lay there motionless, I remember the feeling of him being inside me as he leaned in and whispered the words I never wanted to here from him. My worst fear, I realized I could be pregnant. I slowly felt myself coming back, I opened m eyes and saw Ryan and Pete in front of me, I sat up and all I felt was pain, “I’m going for a walk” I stammered, “I’m coming with you” Ryan replied “NO I just want to be alone” I cried, Ryan sighed “just….just be careful” Ryan said, I could tell he was going to cry, “I will, I promise you” I muttered. I turned and walked towards the door and walked out barefoot. I walked down the street and through a couple of alley; I trudged through the ratty old neighborhood and towards a small park. I took my cell out of my pocket and looked at the time, it was already past noon, I walked over to a “his” car, “Jesus Steff, I haven’t seen you in forever” he said, “ uh….yeah…ah can I get about 60 dollars worth” I stammered, “hmmm… Yeah one sec” he replied. He passed me a paper bag and took the money out of my hand. I walked away slowly but started to run, I don’t know why I was running it just helped.

When I reached the front door I slowly opened it, no one was there, I darted towards the stairs, I got half way there when I heard Ryan, “What Are you Doing”? he asked, “I want to take a shower” I replied, he stared at me for a minute, “Okay” he mumbled. I ran upstairs and locked the door, I sat on the floor and poured ten lines of coke and sniffed it all back, I stumbled over to the cabinet and took someone’s shaver, I ripped it apart slicing open my fingers in the process but I didn’t feel pain, once I got the blade out my hands were shaking, I turned on the water and stepped in fully clothed, I sat down in the tub and pressed the blade to my wrist and slid it across leaving a thick trail of blood, after I while I laid down.

 

Ryan’s POV

 

Steff was taking to long in the bathroom, I ran upstairs and knocked on the door, Pete walked up behind me, Steff didn’t answer I looked at Pete knowing that I couldn’t break down the door, he ran from once side o the room throwing his body into the door, by now Andy, Patrick, Joe, Brendon and Brittany were behind me. I ran in and swung the shower curtain back what I saw made me want to vomit, on her left arm she had carved the words I LOVE YOU ALL with a razor, she was as white as a ghost, her nose was bleeding, but she was still alive. I could see her stomach moving up and down as she panted, I jumped into the bath tub and picked her up, her eyes were open but empty she laid still in my arms, Britt stood in the back and called an ambulance, my only thought “Dear god don’t let her die”. I ran into the bedroom and laid her on the bed and pressed a cloth against her arm I wiped the blood away from her nose with my sleeves, it felt like forever before the ambulance showed up, they carried her out of the house on a stretcher and put her in the back of the ambulance, “I have to go with her” I sniffled, I jumped in and sat on the small bench “you’re gonna me okay” I told her over and over again, Steff was hooked up to a whole bunch of machines, she lay still but I could tell she could hear me.

We pulled up to the emergency entrance, they opened the back door and I jumped out, the man dressed in a uniform with the letters EMT on it turned and looked at me, “Sorry sir, you can’t come in here” he frowned, “But I’m Her Boyfriend” I hissed, “I understand that sir but I’m sorry your not allowed in” he said as they wheeled Steff inside, I dropped down to the side walk and sat on the curb. Britt and Brendon pulled up beside me “Is Steff okay” Britt cried, “I don’t know anymore” I muttered, “You should come home, they’ll call you if something happens” Pete said, “NO, I’ll wait in the emergency room” I shouted. My head felt like it was about to explode, I trudged into emerge and sat down. An hour went by and suddenly I heard “Mr. Ross”, I looked up and saw a doctor standing in front of me, he proceeded to tell me that Steff was going to be okay, he looked at the ground and then back at me “There’s just one thing I need to ask” he said gently, “Ah…. Yeah” I replied “Well it’s just during examination I noticed some nails markings on her wrists and there are some certain signs of rape, now I’m not accusing you, but I just want to know if you two have had any rough sexual intercourse in the past three days”? he questioned, I felt dizzy. “No….but…. but earlier she told me that one of my friends had raped her” I cried, “I see” he voiced, he looked down at the ground again “What now” I moaned, “Ah…well I took a urine sample from Steff and it looks as if she’s…well” he stopped. “SHE’S WHAT”? I shouted, “well it looks as if she’s pregnant” he sighed.

 

 

 

yes it's short but i don't care, i don't know why my font is fucked up either.

okay nvm

69toxicpunk69
69toxicpunk69 Apr 29, 2007

posting next weekend, im way to lazy to do one this weekend

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69toxicpunk69
  • Toronto ON, CA
  • 19 Female, Aries
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  • Member Since: 2006-09-25
  • Relationship Status: looking
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Drink: Yes
  • Smoke: Yes
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School
  • Occupation: annoy people

About Me:

well its me again, steffany here with a new profile cuz i was bored
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Interests:

thinking of a boy

Favorite Music:

fall out boy, panic! at the disco, the academy is, throwdown, punchline, slipknot, terror, devil driver, hawthorne heights, from first to last, drop dead gorgeous, the red jumpsuit apparatus, spill canvas, the trews, my chemical romance, the used, taking back sunday, three days grace, marilyn manson, sugarcult, nirvana, say anything, billy talent, blink 182, black sabbath, avenged sevenfold, alexisonfire, AFI, breaking benjamin, atreyu, underoath, this providence, third eye blind, theory of a deadman, the outline, the get up kids, the fray, the agony scene, the all-american rejects, ten second epic, stabilo, shiny toy guns, silverstein, rise against, rob zombie, protest the hero, priestess, plain white t's, Ok Go, marianas trench, linkin park, jose gonzales( his song heartbeats is amazing), jacks mannequin, jackson waters, hinder, hellogoodbye, hedley, halifax, gym class heroes, dope stars inc, dashboard confessional, cute is what we aim for, bullet for my valentine, johnny cash, cobra starship, Gatsby's american dream, ---------------------------i'll eventually finish the list

Favorite Movies:

the nightmare before christmas

Favorite Books:

marley and me, blood red ochre, heavier than heaven, the boy with the thorn in his side, vegan virgin valentine